gooood day :)
fun day :)
seeems like a normal day, but there was something differnt about it, just madeee it goood and happy :)
last bit of fun before GCSE my dad says, but fuck that i will continue gettign drunk and haveing fun till the end :)
people say work while your young then your sorted for the rest of your life, but being a teenager is the best bit of your life and i aint waisting all of it working. :)))))

iii do feeel weird though, not quite happy, just weird i dunno wht i want or how i feeeeel.

how am i supppose to feel.you act as if your doin someone a favour by being polite, but your just not directly saying it so u feel less mean but in turn being worse to them. so the only person your realy pleasing is yourself.

What was the fucking point in me bringing it up when all it has done is made it awkward and reasured nothing.

realy?

should i belave it, i dunno? I think i wanna belave it, and what reason have they to lie, they "trust me" so why lie now.
Maybe im makeing a big deal but the main reason i did this was because i said to tilly i would do a blog :)

wow

it's amazeing how quick a mood can change, by finding out one small bit of information so miniscule that to anyone else it would mean nothing, something so small can have a massive effect on what you do, the way you feel and the way you view someone. People will say " your blowing it out of proportion" but to you your not. You feel this way for a reason. You understand the small thing in a way in witch noone else can. You realise what it means in a way in which noone else does. You put it into context in a way noone else would and feel the effect it has in a way noone else could. So this little bit of information has ruined my day,what has it done to yours?